Ranting non- stop

Ok all these has to stop!!!!!!!!!! Its no use replying each other by blogging!! Like some things jus cant be said like that, it has to be spoken face to face!! I really dun want our class to have a cold war and split uo. YOu noe like everday we go to school with this hatred for this person inside us, but then once we step into class we put on an act and we become "frens". We are all upset and angry, you noe that and i noe that. But we put on a smile to hide our emotions. I dunno, is it better to hide our hatred and anger and misery or just show it and affect everyone??? I mean everyone's gotta go go through friendship probs. I am actually really thankful to be in 1E cos i noe each class has its own problems and that at least i have some ppl in class whom i can tok to. Its been really confusing. Like i feel so left out and hated and like dunno who my real frens are and who ii can trust. I know im not the only one who feels like that. You see our class, everyone belongs to a clique but i have no idea where to go cos i jus feel so out of place everywhere. And chrystal i think wad you wrote on your blog is how many of the non- mgp girls feel. If you guys are really making an effort then thank you so much and sorry for making you guys work so hard just to adapt. But can you pls pls pls stop with your comparing and criticising, i know you guys miss your old school but face reality, you are in MG now and you CANT GO BACK TO PRIMARY SCH!!! Why cant 1E be wad it started out as????? Its sickening!!!! Stop trying to suck up to teachers, stop trying to suck up to a particular person, stop being hypocrites, stop this whole mess!!! Like the class should have a talk on one of the days cos its not gonna be nice to go to sch feeling so miserable plus FYE is comin so yeah... And why do ppl change so much??? Why mus humans be influenced so easily? Why mus we be affected by our environment? Why cant we be true to ourselves and have our own stands? Why must life be so complicated??? To my true friends thank you so much=)
Like ron, you are no longer the girl i used to know. We are drifting apart. You give lots of crappy excuses!!! Are you even trying to mend our friendship??? And sorry but you have become really bimbotic ever since you set foot in 1H!! I dunno but you've really become a stranger.